Synopsis:
The first and only DEFA feature film about homosexuality, it premiered on November 9, 1989, the evening of the fall of the Berlin Wall. Philipp and Tanja teach at the same school. Both enjoy their work immensely. Both win their pupils' trust to talk about pressing problems. This shared view of their job brings Tanja and Philipp together, and it is especially Tanja who sees in this friend the love of her life. Philipp feels positively attracted to her as well. But when a friend of his youth reminds him of an earlier erotic bond, he realizes that he is gay, a fact he has been repressing for years. Philipp gets to know Matthias and falls passionately in love. The younger of the two, Matthias, puts all his trust in the other and the relationship could certainly have lasted. But Philipp is a coward. He lacks the courage to tell Tanja the truth, as she is expecting his child. And he equally fails to commit himself to Matthias or honestly confront his sexual orientation. As it turns out in the end, he loses both Tanja and Matthias. Not until he has undergone a painful process, does he come to accept himself.

Press Comments:
"This is a psychological film, but not one, however, to go astray, merely dabbling in psychological posturing. It is a film which seeks to attain - and relies on - the grandest emotion." -- Helmut Ullrich in the Berlin Neue Zeit of 10.11.1989

"This is what life-drawings by Leonardo or Michelangelo look like. Praise be to Martin Schlesinger's camera-work which operates photographically with the finest aesthetic feeling for corporeality." -- Rosemarie Rehahn in the Berlin Wochenpost of 24.11.1989

"...a gripping story of a man searching for his true sexual identity." Image in the Dark, an Encyclopedia of Gay and Lesbian Films

"The descriptions of East Berlin's gay scene are revelations in themselves." -- Variety

"This is one of the best gay films I've seen" -- Stephen Bourne, Gay Times, March 2001

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